SecretObsession108 Diary					Saturday 22, November 2008
	diary contents diarist profile diary notes entry calendar diary favorites Home New Diary Your Diary Tell a Friend Help Info/About Contact Us  Author Search  Keyword Search  Updated Within one hour Within 24 hours Last Two Days Last Three Days Last Four Days Last Week Anytime			Hey there! My names Ricki (don't laugh I know thats a dude name lol)For me life gets hell of hard and I know Im not the only one who feels this way, and I think by comming here I can finally be understood by others like me (which would be great for once). Ugh..lets see I am Pro-ana which is sort of hard for me to admit right now *sigh* Anywho, I have a great boyfriend who I love dearly, he means everything to me! and I've been through a lot...you'll just have to read my diary to know exactly what i've been through ;) ummm I think that pretty much covers it. (i guess)! What comes around, goes around by SecretObsession108 Age: N/A  Sex: F 154 Entries # Entry Date 1 South Eastern band festival! FIRST PLACE BITCHES! 05/10/2008 12:56 GMT 2 I can only go up from this point....... 29/09/2008 03:24 GMT 3 Fasting tomorrow..hopefully..HIPPY FROM THE FUTURE 21/09/2008 01:06 GMT 4 Fatty McFat Kid! ME EWWWWW! 20/09/2008 12:37 GMT 5 N/A 03/09/2008 03:49 GMT 6 HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHAEL JACKSON!!!!!! 29/08/2008 04:03 GMT 7 Back! Vacation beeyotches!!!! 18/08/2008 12:28 GMT 8 IM SCREWED!! 11/08/2008 04:42 GMT 9 Went to the concert! 07/08/2008 02:08 GMT 10 UPDATE! 04/08/2008 01:49 GMT 11 UPDATE! 19/07/2008 08:08 GMT 12 Busy Tuesday..... 14/07/2008 03:45 GMT 13 sjfkdg 13/07/2008 01:15 GMT 14 uiefgywgyweyigvyegygyy 11/07/2008 02:23 GMT 15 BINGE FANATIC!!!! 10/07/2008 08:11 GMT 16 OoooOh LaAa lAa 09/07/2008 07:39 GMT 17 Dreading this day....:....:..... 04/07/2008 08:59 GMT 18 I've returned...... 03/07/2008 02:08 GMT 19 Went to the doctor's.... 30/06/2008 01:15 GMT 20 Back. 27/06/2008 07:55 GMT 21 Damn... 26/06/2008 12:35 GMT 22 Death... 23/06/2008 04:58 GMT 23 First signs of Ana and Mia's return! 22/06/2008 11:44 GMT 24 Well damn... 21/06/2008 10:35 GMT 25 MATT!!!!! 18/06/2008 08:49 GMT 26 JERMY CHAOS! 17/06/2008 04:26 GMT 27 Well.... 16/06/2008 12:34 GMT 28 ANNIVERSARY TOMORROW! gained=fatass 14/06/2008 08:48 GMT 29 Update. 13/06/2008 12:42 GMT 30 Colt 45! video 10/06/2008 01:02 GMT 31 Im sooo f***ing high! 08/06/2008 07:19 GMT 32 EMS DAY. Mood swings 05/06/2008 03:30 GMT 33 Survey 04/06/2008 09:35 GMT 34 Blah! 04/06/2008 06:23 GMT 35 FASTING???? 03/06/2008 03:12 GMT 36 WTF?!? 02/06/2008 06:50 GMT 37 Starting the countdown! 01/06/2008 08:04 GMT 38 Life. Does any one know...???????? 31/05/2008 10:28 GMT 39 About to purge. 29/05/2008 05:45 GMT 40 I ABSOLUTLEY HATE IT! 28/05/2008 10:55 GMT 41 Pentagrams! 28/05/2008 02:51 GMT 42 The fight... 26/05/2008 11:22 GMT 43 Kill me! 25/05/2008 08:54 GMT 44 Just ate pizza. 24/05/2008 12:59 GMT 45 Just purged. AVENGED SEVENFOLD! 24/05/2008 11:46 GMT 46 Life is a prison! *READ!* 23/05/2008 02:54 GMT 47 Feild tripp tomorrow. End of EOG's 22/05/2008 02:52 GMT 48 I told Mia to f*** off and now I need her! 20/05/2008 02:51 GMT 49 The social. Fun weekend. 17/05/2008 11:49 GMT 50 Still a fat ass! 15/05/2008 09:25 GMT 51 I am a fat ass! 15/05/2008 07:58 GMT 52 Not comming on for a while??? 12/05/2008 03:13 GMT 53 Diagnose meh! He asked me! Gah! 09/05/2008 03:18 GMT 54 Starting all ove!!!! 08/05/2008 03:59 GMT 55 Pierced my ears. Fasting day 3 07/05/2008 03:48 GMT 56 It's f***ing EVERYWHERE!!!!! 06/05/2008 02:59 GMT 57 She's f***ing AMAZING!!!! Fasting day 1 05/05/2008 03:59 GMT 58 Im such a f*** up. Gah! 04/05/2008 05:00 GMT 59 Every single time. Gah! 01/05/2008 03:16 GMT 60 Surounded by Fried Fatty Foods! 30/04/2008 02:48 GMT 61 Mom ruins EVERYTHING! 29/04/2008 02:51 GMT 62 Fasting today. 28/04/2008 02:51 GMT 63 My wrist hurts :-( 26/04/2008 11:42 GMT 64 OH MY f***ING GOD! GROSSSS!!!! Watch this video. 25/04/2008 07:11 GMT 65 Home again! WOOT! Binge and purge day. 23/04/2008 08:30 GMT 66 Drum practice. Im soo frucking fat! gah! 22/04/2008 02:31 GMT 67 Got my industrials! Fasting tomorrow!! 21/04/2008 02:48 GMT 68 The best party of my life turned out to be f***ed 19/04/2008 09:52 GMT 69 f***ING PARTY TIME BEEYOTH!!! 18/04/2008 02:47 GMT 70 Haven't been on. Update! crazy crazy!!!!!!! 16/04/2008 02:52 GMT 71 Went swimming today. 13/04/2008 07:59 GMT 72 Oh my god! Good/bad things come in three for me! 12/04/2008 03:04 GMT 73 Ouch. I will be f***ing thin! 10/04/2008 02:51 GMT 74 The effcts of purging??? Nah 08/04/2008 02:51 GMT 75 I ate. 07/04/2008 12:59 GMT 76 He's gone. 07/04/2008 04:16 GMT 77 A child called "it" - - - READ READ READ! 06/04/2008 03:09 GMT 78 Just purged! 05/04/2008 06:39 GMT 79 Thank god it's friday! 04/04/2008 05:04 GMT 80 Gah! 31/03/2008 03:05 GMT 81 Binged on apples. 30/03/2008 12:53 GMT 82 ..... 29/03/2008 02:04 GMT 83 Their making me go to the hospital! PLEASE READ!!! 27/03/2008 09:31 GMT 84 Fasting Day 2. Funnny funny!!! 27/03/2008 01:32 GMT 85 I f***ING LOOOVE MY MAN! 25/03/2008 11:19 GMT 86 Fasting!!! 23/03/2008 10:57 GMT 87 I made him cry! 22/03/2008 10:37 GMT 88 ROAD TRIP! 21/03/2008 06:06 GMT 89 SPRING BREAK BIOTCH! 20/03/2008 09:36 GMT 90 I ate today and didn't puge! 19/03/2008 04:44 GMT 91 Finally! Update 18/03/2008 08:43 GMT 92 I miss my boyfriend!!!! 16/03/2008 12:30 GMT 93 Laxatize meh! 15/03/2008 05:39 GMT 94 I GAINED WEIGHT!!! 14/03/2008 03:19 GMT 95 My throat hurts!!!!! 13/03/2008 03:14 GMT 96 I have to pee! Why is it so F ing cold in here?!?! 11/03/2008 03:57 GMT 97 Bipoalor much!!! I want ciggarettes! 10/03/2008 05:04 GMT 98 Food Poisoning! 09/03/2008 06:25 GMT 99 CHIOMA NNARAKA!!!!!!!!!! 08/03/2008 02:17 GMT 100 ACC Women's Bvasketball Tournament!!! Im in LOVE! 06/03/2008 03:08 GMT 101 Three day fast! 02/03/2008 12:47 GMT 102 ?????? 28/02/2008 04:21 GMT 103 Heartless mother f***ing bitches! 26/02/2008 07:13 GMT 104 Messed up! DAMN DAMN DAMN! 25/02/2008 07:32 GMT 105 Thin with a passion!!!!! Any one care to join???? 24/02/2008 06:34 GMT 106 BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY! 23/02/2008 10:55 GMT 107 Anorexic bitch! 22/02/2008 08:04 GMT 108 I DON'T LIKE EITHER !!!!!! 21/02/2008 03:10 GMT 109 Why in the hell do I feel weak???? 19/02/2008 07:08 GMT 110 Rumors!!! Rumors!!! Rumors!!!!! 18/02/2008 03:05 GMT 111 SNOW DAY + VALINTINES DAY= HAPPINESS! 14/02/2008 07:24 GMT 112 SPEAK OF THE DEVIL!! 14/02/2008 01:22 GMT 113 CAREER FEST! OMG!!!!! 12/02/2008 05:41 GMT 114 Supah Survey!!!!!! *bleek* 11/02/2008 03:51 GMT 115 ATTENTION IS SO OVER RATED!!! 10/02/2008 01:49 GMT 116 Purging Manic!!!! 09/02/2008 10:43 GMT 117 Diet Pills!!!!! Thinspo pics! 09/02/2008 06:46 GMT 118 9 pounds?!?!? Please comment 07/02/2008 05:46 GMT 119 Here We Go Again! 06/02/2008 08:27 GMT 120 Paperthin your a bunch of coo coo crazy! 05/02/2008 11:41 GMT 121 My throat is acting weird 04/02/2008 06:05 GMT 122 Nervous Break Down!!!!!!!!!! 04/02/2008 03:04 GMT 123 Nothing exciting! 02/02/2008 06:12 GMT 124 eh? Does lettuce have calories?!?!? 29/01/2008 03:38 GMT 125 Bored? 27/01/2008 06:04 GMT 126 Wedding bells are ringing! 23/01/2008 08:23 GMT 127 Hmmmm 22/01/2008 07:52 GMT 128 I have to say, today was a good day! 21/01/2008 09:19 GMT 129 Will the power of voodoo make everything better??? 20/01/2008 06:13 GMT 130 SO MUCH BAD LUCK AND HATRED, IM NOT EVEN SUPRISED! 19/01/2008 04:17 GMT 131 READ THIS IF YOUR AGAINST NOT EATING AND PURGING!! 17/01/2008 09:18 GMT 132 Im bipoalor no doubt about it!!!! PLEASE COMMENT!! 16/01/2008 06:14 GMT 133 I REPEAT, IT'S NOT A f***ING EATING DISORDER!!!!!! 15/01/2008 08:50 GMT 134 YES!!!!! YES!!!! YES!!!!!! 14/01/2008 07:38 GMT 135 Blah....Cardio????? or Fitness center????? 13/01/2008 10:24 GMT 136 Grrrr...Sooo pissed at both of them! >:( 12/01/2008 04:45 GMT 137 OH MY GOD! I FORGOT!!! HELP!!!!! 10/01/2008 05:50 GMT 138 f***!! Please comment!!!!!!!!!!!! 10/01/2008 03:48 GMT 139 Im back to please her! 08/01/2008 03:30 GMT 140 OH MY GOD BIPOALOR???? NOOO WAY 07/01/2008 09:13 GMT 141 Blah! 06/01/2008 06:08 GMT 142 ITS NOT A f***ING EATING DISORDER!!!! 05/01/2008 08:30 GMT 143 OH MY GOD!!!!!!YES YES YES!!!!! 03/01/2008 07:42 GMT 144 Did it anyway! 02/01/2008 08:30 GMT 145 New years??? NEED SOMEONE'S ADVICE! 01/01/2008 04:03 GMT 146 HE'S OKAY!!!!! YAY!!!! 31/12/2007 03:25 GMT 147 Hmmmmm NEED HELP (again) 30/12/2007 05:34 GMT 148 PLEASE COMMENT I NEED SERIOUS HELP ASAP! 29/12/2007 02:33 GMT 149 Two hours of cardio=Thin gorgeous body! 28/12/2007 11:37 GMT 150 Had a sub and purged it! 28/12/2007 02:00 GMT 151 Im a f*** up! 26/12/2007 06:15 GMT 152 Secret Obsession 25/12/2007 02:45 GMT 153 Either santa or god has read my first entry 24/12/2007 05:45 GMT 154 Today can't possibley get any worse! 23/12/2007 04:55 GMT

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