SecretObsession108 Diary					Monday 8, September 2008
	diary contents diarist profile diary notes entry calendar diary favorites Home New Diary Your Diary Tell a Friend Help Info/About Contact Us  Author Search  Keyword Search  Updated Within one hour Within 24 hours Last Two Days Last Three Days Last Four Days Last Week Anytime			Hey there! My names Ricki (don't laugh I know thats a dude name lol)For me life gets hell of hard and I know Im not the only one who feels this way, and I think by comming here I can finally be understood by others like me (which would be great for once). Ugh..lets see I am Pro-ana which is sort of hard for me to admit right now *sigh* Anywho, I have a great boyfriend who I love dearly, he means everything to me! and I've been through a lot...you'll just have to read my diary to know exactly what i've been through ;) ummm I think that pretty much covers it. (i guess)! What comes around, goes around by SecretObsession108 Age: N/A  Sex: F 150 Entries # Entry Date 1 N/A 03/09/2008 03:49 GMT 2 HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHAEL JACKSON!!!!!! 29/08/2008 04:03 GMT 3 Back! Vacation beeyotches!!!! 18/08/2008 12:28 GMT 4 IM SCREWED!! 11/08/2008 04:42 GMT 5 Went to the concert! 07/08/2008 02:08 GMT 6 UPDATE! 04/08/2008 01:49 GMT 7 UPDATE! 19/07/2008 08:08 GMT 8 Busy Tuesday..... 14/07/2008 03:45 GMT 9 sjfkdg 13/07/2008 01:15 GMT 10 uiefgywgyweyigvyegygyy 11/07/2008 02:23 GMT 11 BINGE FANATIC!!!! 10/07/2008 08:11 GMT 12 OoooOh LaAa lAa 09/07/2008 07:39 GMT 13 Dreading this day....:....:..... 04/07/2008 08:59 GMT 14 I've returned...... 03/07/2008 02:08 GMT 15 Went to the doctor's.... 30/06/2008 01:15 GMT 16 Back. 27/06/2008 07:55 GMT 17 Damn... 26/06/2008 12:35 GMT 18 Death... 23/06/2008 04:58 GMT 19 First signs of Ana and Mia's return! 22/06/2008 11:44 GMT 20 Well damn... 21/06/2008 10:35 GMT 21 MATT!!!!! 18/06/2008 08:49 GMT 22 JERMY CHAOS! 17/06/2008 04:26 GMT 23 Well.... 16/06/2008 12:34 GMT 24 ANNIVERSARY TOMORROW! gained=fatass 14/06/2008 08:48 GMT 25 Update. 13/06/2008 12:42 GMT 26 Colt 45! video 10/06/2008 01:02 GMT 27 Im sooo f***ing high! 08/06/2008 07:19 GMT 28 EMS DAY. Mood swings 05/06/2008 03:30 GMT 29 Survey 04/06/2008 09:35 GMT 30 Blah! 04/06/2008 06:23 GMT 31 FASTING???? 03/06/2008 03:12 GMT 32 WTF?!? 02/06/2008 06:50 GMT 33 Starting the countdown! 01/06/2008 08:04 GMT 34 Life. Does any one know...???????? 31/05/2008 10:28 GMT 35 About to purge. 29/05/2008 05:45 GMT 36 I ABSOLUTLEY HATE IT! 28/05/2008 10:55 GMT 37 Pentagrams! 28/05/2008 02:51 GMT 38 The fight... 26/05/2008 11:22 GMT 39 Kill me! 25/05/2008 08:54 GMT 40 Just ate pizza. 24/05/2008 12:59 GMT 41 Just purged. AVENGED SEVENFOLD! 24/05/2008 11:46 GMT 42 Life is a prison! *READ!* 23/05/2008 02:54 GMT 43 Feild tripp tomorrow. End of EOG's 22/05/2008 02:52 GMT 44 I told Mia to f*** off and now I need her! 20/05/2008 02:51 GMT 45 The social. Fun weekend. 17/05/2008 11:49 GMT 46 Still a fat ass! 15/05/2008 09:25 GMT 47 I am a fat ass! 15/05/2008 07:58 GMT 48 Not comming on for a while??? 12/05/2008 03:13 GMT 49 Diagnose meh! He asked me! Gah! 09/05/2008 03:18 GMT 50 Starting all ove!!!! 08/05/2008 03:59 GMT 51 Pierced my ears. Fasting day 3 07/05/2008 03:48 GMT 52 It's f***ing EVERYWHERE!!!!! 06/05/2008 02:59 GMT 53 She's f***ing AMAZING!!!! Fasting day 1 05/05/2008 03:59 GMT 54 Im such a f*** up. Gah! 04/05/2008 05:00 GMT 55 Every single time. Gah! 01/05/2008 03:16 GMT 56 Surounded by Fried Fatty Foods! 30/04/2008 02:48 GMT 57 Mom ruins EVERYTHING! 29/04/2008 02:51 GMT 58 Fasting today. 28/04/2008 02:51 GMT 59 My wrist hurts :-( 26/04/2008 11:42 GMT 60 OH MY f***ING GOD! GROSSSS!!!! Watch this video. 25/04/2008 07:11 GMT 61 Home again! WOOT! Binge and purge day. 23/04/2008 08:30 GMT 62 Drum practice. Im soo frucking fat! gah! 22/04/2008 02:31 GMT 63 Got my industrials! Fasting tomorrow!! 21/04/2008 02:48 GMT 64 The best party of my life turned out to be f***ed 19/04/2008 09:52 GMT 65 f***ING PARTY TIME BEEYOTH!!! 18/04/2008 02:47 GMT 66 Haven't been on. Update! crazy crazy!!!!!!! 16/04/2008 02:52 GMT 67 Went swimming today. 13/04/2008 07:59 GMT 68 Oh my god! Good/bad things come in three for me! 12/04/2008 03:04 GMT 69 Ouch. I will be f***ing thin! 10/04/2008 02:51 GMT 70 The effcts of purging??? Nah 08/04/2008 02:51 GMT 71 I ate. 07/04/2008 12:59 GMT 72 He's gone. 07/04/2008 04:16 GMT 73 A child called "it" - - - READ READ READ! 06/04/2008 03:09 GMT 74 Just purged! 05/04/2008 06:39 GMT 75 Thank god it's friday! 04/04/2008 05:04 GMT 76 Gah! 31/03/2008 03:05 GMT 77 Binged on apples. 30/03/2008 12:53 GMT 78 ..... 29/03/2008 02:04 GMT 79 Their making me go to the hospital! PLEASE READ!!! 27/03/2008 09:31 GMT 80 Fasting Day 2. Funnny funny!!! 27/03/2008 01:32 GMT 81 I f***ING LOOOVE MY MAN! 25/03/2008 11:19 GMT 82 Fasting!!! 23/03/2008 10:57 GMT 83 I made him cry! 22/03/2008 10:37 GMT 84 ROAD TRIP! 21/03/2008 06:06 GMT 85 SPRING BREAK BIOTCH! 20/03/2008 09:36 GMT 86 I ate today and didn't puge! 19/03/2008 04:44 GMT 87 Finally! Update 18/03/2008 08:43 GMT 88 I miss my boyfriend!!!! 16/03/2008 12:30 GMT 89 Laxatize meh! 15/03/2008 05:39 GMT 90 I GAINED WEIGHT!!! 14/03/2008 03:19 GMT 91 My throat hurts!!!!! 13/03/2008 03:14 GMT 92 I have to pee! Why is it so F ing cold in here?!?! 11/03/2008 03:57 GMT 93 Bipoalor much!!! I want ciggarettes! 10/03/2008 05:04 GMT 94 Food Poisoning! 09/03/2008 06:25 GMT 95 CHIOMA NNARAKA!!!!!!!!!! 08/03/2008 02:17 GMT 96 ACC Women's Bvasketball Tournament!!! Im in LOVE! 06/03/2008 03:08 GMT 97 Three day fast! 02/03/2008 12:47 GMT 98 ?????? 28/02/2008 04:21 GMT 99 Heartless mother f***ing bitches! 26/02/2008 07:13 GMT 100 Messed up! DAMN DAMN DAMN! 25/02/2008 07:32 GMT 101 Thin with a passion!!!!! Any one care to join???? 24/02/2008 06:34 GMT 102 BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY! 23/02/2008 10:55 GMT 103 Anorexic bitch! 22/02/2008 08:04 GMT 104 I DON'T LIKE EITHER !!!!!! 21/02/2008 03:10 GMT 105 Why in the hell do I feel weak???? 19/02/2008 07:08 GMT 106 Rumors!!! Rumors!!! Rumors!!!!! 18/02/2008 03:05 GMT 107 SNOW DAY + VALINTINES DAY= HAPPINESS! 14/02/2008 07:24 GMT 108 SPEAK OF THE DEVIL!! 14/02/2008 01:22 GMT 109 CAREER FEST! OMG!!!!! 12/02/2008 05:41 GMT 110 Supah Survey!!!!!! *bleek* 11/02/2008 03:51 GMT 111 ATTENTION IS SO OVER RATED!!! 10/02/2008 01:49 GMT 112 Purging Manic!!!! 09/02/2008 10:43 GMT 113 Diet Pills!!!!! Thinspo pics! 09/02/2008 06:46 GMT 114 9 pounds?!?!? Please comment 07/02/2008 05:46 GMT 115 Here We Go Again! 06/02/2008 08:27 GMT 116 Paperthin your a bunch of coo coo crazy! 05/02/2008 11:41 GMT 117 My throat is acting weird 04/02/2008 06:05 GMT 118 Nervous Break Down!!!!!!!!!! 04/02/2008 03:04 GMT 119 Nothing exciting! 02/02/2008 06:12 GMT 120 eh? Does lettuce have calories?!?!? 29/01/2008 03:38 GMT 121 Bored? 27/01/2008 06:04 GMT 122 Wedding bells are ringing! 23/01/2008 08:23 GMT 123 Hmmmm 22/01/2008 07:52 GMT 124 I have to say, today was a good day! 21/01/2008 09:19 GMT 125 Will the power of voodoo make everything better??? 20/01/2008 06:13 GMT 126 SO MUCH BAD LUCK AND HATRED, IM NOT EVEN SUPRISED! 19/01/2008 04:17 GMT 127 READ THIS IF YOUR AGAINST NOT EATING AND PURGING!! 17/01/2008 09:18 GMT 128 Im bipoalor no doubt about it!!!! PLEASE COMMENT!! 16/01/2008 06:14 GMT 129 I REPEAT, IT'S NOT A f***ING EATING DISORDER!!!!!! 15/01/2008 08:50 GMT 130 YES!!!!! YES!!!! YES!!!!!! 14/01/2008 07:38 GMT 131 Blah....Cardio????? or Fitness center????? 13/01/2008 10:24 GMT 132 Grrrr...Sooo pissed at both of them! >:( 12/01/2008 04:45 GMT 133 OH MY GOD! I FORGOT!!! HELP!!!!! 10/01/2008 05:50 GMT 134 f***!! Please comment!!!!!!!!!!!! 10/01/2008 03:48 GMT 135 Im back to please her! 08/01/2008 03:30 GMT 136 OH MY GOD BIPOALOR???? NOOO WAY 07/01/2008 09:13 GMT 137 Blah! 06/01/2008 06:08 GMT 138 ITS NOT A f***ING EATING DISORDER!!!! 05/01/2008 08:30 GMT 139 OH MY GOD!!!!!!YES YES YES!!!!! 03/01/2008 07:42 GMT 140 Did it anyway! 02/01/2008 08:30 GMT 141 New years??? NEED SOMEONE'S ADVICE! 01/01/2008 04:03 GMT 142 HE'S OKAY!!!!! YAY!!!! 31/12/2007 03:25 GMT 143 Hmmmmm NEED HELP (again) 30/12/2007 05:34 GMT 144 PLEASE COMMENT I NEED SERIOUS HELP ASAP! 29/12/2007 02:33 GMT 145 Two hours of cardio=Thin gorgeous body! 28/12/2007 11:37 GMT 146 Had a sub and purged it! 28/12/2007 02:00 GMT 147 Im a f*** up! 26/12/2007 06:15 GMT 148 Secret Obsession 25/12/2007 02:45 GMT 149 Either santa or god has read my first entry 24/12/2007 05:45 GMT 150 Today can't possibley get any worse! 23/12/2007 04:55 GMT

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